Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Being the Spectator...

i'm getting to the age where i'm realizing more and more how much of a challenge it is to witness each other's lives. it's easier when you don't care about anyone...then decisions and their consequences really don't matter. but when you decide to live a little bit bigger than self-only, seeing choices and the possible and actual implications can be...heart-wrenching.

it's been a rough week of that. a sweet little blast from the past emerged...and the consequences of past decisions were...well, quite disheartening. other situations where it's pretty clear that people sometimes need their issues more than getting freedom...man, and seeing the possible pain that those choices could inflict...???...i just feel like being a spectator sucks sometimes.

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