Saturday, December 19, 2009

Movin' On

man, am i thankful for my family and friends!! i have a tiny problem...when i get pissed off. i lose all possible powers of rationality. i started seeing spots...start foaming at the mouth...hehe. i had one of those recently...and started looooooooosing it!! ;) because see...i'm just so tired of toxic people. they get away with so much sh## and get to just walk away leaving tons of slime after they go. i know i should be happy when they finally move on out of dodge...but i just have a hard time letting go of the fact that they get to leave messes and bring others down with them. (ya, i'm more on the side of justice...hehe.)

BUT...by god's grace i usually have one moment of "sense" when i get ticked. for some reason i call mom or dad or a friend...and usually choose the right ones to call in the moment...the ones that will help me return to peace and balance and trust and...you know...the more rested place of the heart.

still ticked...but not seeing so much red. HAHA!

1 comment:

Jody said...

Well said my friend!! I love ya loads...