Nope...was wrong. :(

so it turns out...i'm ALLERGIC to eddie! some...those we call actual dog lovers...would run out and buy allergy meds and push through. well, the situation has revealed...that's not me. :(

so edie will hopefully find another home very soon.

he's a wonderful dog. don't get me wrong. he's the sweetest and funnest little guy...but...my immune system dislikes him...and i'm not enough of a "diehard" to do it.

i'm fighting a bit of the failure mentality, but at the same time i'm happy about one thing. a regret that i'll no longer have. i gave up a dog love to get a guy (muy estupido)...god gave me back the permission to find out...and i did. i broke with a fear and ended up realizing that i'm just not the dog-gal that i thought i was (and can't be as it turns out).

i know that any dog lover in the world is cringing at the thought, but have no fear. i'll find him a good place before he bonds too much. that's my number one mission right now. (want a doggie?) :)