this is one of those where i can't go into too much detail. i don't want to ignite even an ounce of drama. also, i just have some people who really consider themselves to be experts on "sarah" without really taking the time to find out. i guess that sounds a little more mean than i'm intending. i just want to think out loud without all the follow-up conversations...you know? no worries...i'm "processing" in all the right places.
well, i'm just confused about some things. my priorities are changing, my passions are expanding a bit, my heart's desires are screaming...and i think it's helping me to feel very trapped.
i'm having major conversations with god about it all. definitely voicing some frustrations too, some fears, some concerns...
the dream i used to have for my life has passed. there's another "shoe" that i'd like to have fit someday.
but when???
is it selfish to ask? is it taboo to wonder if and wish that it could be different someday?
i so, so, so would love to be unleashed someday...
but i've been hoping for a while now...can i keep on plodding with my unrealized dreams? how long do i have to keep on waiting, practicing patience...? i'm just getting tired.
AHHH!
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