sometimes i wish i knew what in the world god was up to. you know the things that you just can't understand? the things that just don't make sense? the things you'd like to see changed or solved?
turns out he's far more interested in relationship than all my agendas and strategy ideas...hehe.
but, in the time it's taking for me to accept that 'his ways are not my ways' (that they are, in fact, BETTER than mine), i occasionally find myself on a totally different page that him...i picture the two of us each inviting the other to our respective sheets.
and imperfectly, of course, i tend to find that his "page" is a far, far better read than mine...
and the thing is that it's not that solutions and methods aren't important to him. it's just that he is 'emmanuel', the 'god with us' kinda god. he wants us to live a "with god" life. do it all...together.
it's the "real" that he's operating in....and grrrr...the one i keep forgetting.
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