well, my heart has landed on the peace pillow again. it's not numbed by any means...it's still got it's questions. but today, i've noticed a serenity cushioning it all.
i've been doing a unique prayer lately when my heart gets all upset. i'm more of a visual prayer, so i should maybe call it more of a visualization. while i definitely have areas that trust the heart of god, the places that i become of aware of that don't have been getting a special treatment. i've been picturing myself pounding a stake into the ground. the stake has "god is good" written on it. i guess i'm pounding it in as a declaration that this area will know that to be true regardless of the outcomes. i'm claiming the territory in a way. i still have the incredible freedom to ask my questions, but i'm declaring who god says he is at the same time.
being consistent with that stops the swirl of negativity, and the spiraling is becoming replaced with peace.
hmm...
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