Friday, June 6, 2008

What'd I Do?

do you ever feel like you're being punished for something, but have absolutely no idea what you did? i've been having that impression lately and have no idea what to do about it. it may be that i just will never understand some people and how they tick, but it sure would be nice once in a great while to have words/actions make sense.

every now and then i wonder if it's the plan to make me spin a little. but why that would be makes no sense to me...especially because i wouldn't want to do that to others. so...is it true that we never really make it out of junior high? i don't know...at least they can circle "yes" or "no" on the little "are you mad at me?" notes...

the only thing i can do is let it go...i've been realizing. sometimes the answers just don't and won't come...no matter how much you try or want them to. i'm finding that prayer is a good option. at least it calms my heart in the fields of question marks.

1 comment:

MotorMouth said...

sar...i know what you mean!

i think people's nature is to be steeped in drama (think of a teabag steeping...being surrounded & letting it all just soak in until it's impossible to separate the tea from the water). i think (some) people actually ENJOY making others squirm.

i don't have any clear revelation on this stuff...just offering support if you want it...